Valentine's Day...

Hey ppl! Wish all of you guyz a very happy Valentine's Day...

I think I had enough of everything I've had to put up with. From apologising to idiots who don't deserve a single bit of respect, to getting reprimanded from asses who've gotta learn to look at their own backs 1st, And.... Holding on to people who have got no regard for me at all! I mean, if they've got a life, I've got Mine too! MY LIFE! I think I'd seriously prefer to be an arrogant, loner kinda ass. I mean, what have I gotta lose anyways? It's not like the people who I'm surrounded with now are soo dear/precious that my life will lose its function without them. They used to be, but with their rotten characters & shitty attitudes, I don't think I'd wanna hold on any longer...

There used to be a point of time when this particular person was a part of my life. But, my relationship with that person in question has reached a point so low that, the soul's existence is of no importance to me anymore... Instead of sticking on together with so much differences & difficulties and watch the friendship break, I think it's best to stay apart now, & just think of everything as passing clouds... I had enough of trying to be close to you to find out how you're doing, what your activities are & what your schedule's like. Closeness should come on its own, a natural kinda bond. If I'm trying so hard, & you so selfishly don't bother giving 2 hoods about it, then you're just not worthy of my friendship, what more my time. I recall telling you that Fate had to decide our next meeting and the course of our friendship. I guess that the friendship has reached its point of disembarkation, a point of no return. Have never seen anyone who is solely interested in their love life, enjoyment, and self gain. Actually, I don't even recall being of any use to you. I'm still puzzled by how we actually stuck as friends for 2 years+. It's either I was too hopeful, or you were just sceptical all the while... I have so much issues to sort out with you(Mourning the death of a friendship), but you still got the cheek to ask me "What can be so wrong?". Each time I try to tell you what I'm unhappy about, your standard answers will be, "Don't talk about the past" or "How many times you wanna say the same old things over & over again?". You've got no idea how much hurt you put me through... I've tried so hard sticking by you, but this is what I get in return. Ahh, I guess all your old/newfound brothers, & the love of your life are far more than enough to keep your life full of bliss. Instead of being your friend and feel miserable & unwanted, I'd rather stay away and feel the same... Who are we to change Fate's plans???

Had an enjoyable Valentine's Day, but am in no mood to blog about it. Will probably tell you guyz about some enjoyable outings I had in the past weeks in the upcoming posts. Take care ppl.

Don't ever take anyone for granted in life. On the day you realise their true worth, they might no longer be there for you anymore...

I Miss Blogging...

Hey guyz... I really miss blogging. I recall mentioning in my 1st few posts that Blogs are a blessing for those who don't have any avenue to voice their feelings. I realised that when I had someone to talk to or share my feelings/thoughts with, I didn't really see a need to blog. But of late, I've been longing to blog but sadly, time is constantly a constraint...

Don't know what's becoming of my relationships with people. I seem to be holding on to the wrong people for the wrong reasons! My friendship with Kabi Maadu can never be worst. I've been accused of being ignorant (time & again, I'll be getting such comments), by asses who actually display ignorance extremely well themselves! Oh, & the icing on the cake? Being in shitty PTMC!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Is it really that a person can be sooo busy to totally Forget about you? Or is it just that he/she totally can't be bothered about my friendship or me? Or is it just plainly my stupidity for befreinding idiots who feign care & concern for their personal satisfaction of being labelled "A good friend"???

My choices of friends couldn't have been that wrong right???..... Or were they?