I finally heard my bestie's voice after almost 3 months!!! But no, it didn't bring back any fond memories of the past, nor did it cause a breakdown. I felt a tinge in my heart when I answered the call, but it was probably due to having mixed feelings. There wasn't enthusiasm in his voice, which of course he has no reason to show, but maybe.... maybe it's just Me. I didn't feel like I was talking to my Bestie at all... That feeling of closeness, that bonding of rights over one another, they were all absent. Why???
Is it because my 3-month absence from his life hadn't changed him abit, or has the same period of time caused Shankar to be oblivious towards the most minute feelings he once had?
Well, had a meal at Pasta Mania with my sis today. We rarely get a chance to go out together. It was a combined lunch and dinner, had creamy chicken spaghetti. It's my all-time favourite. Tried their potato salad, which wasn't to my liking. Had a good chat, and came back home. I wanted to be home by 9pm to catch the last episode of "The Defining Moment". It's a Mandarin serial on Channel 8 that features Fann Wong & Pierre Png as the leads. (Yes, Shankar does watch Mandarin programmes). It's my favourite, liked the ending although it was totally predictable. You know, those happily-ever-after kinda fantasies that never occur in reality.
I'm wondering if there was anything significant to blog about...... Oh yeah! Vikku smsed me on one of the days last week. It was a short sms wishing me a speedy recovery. I was touched, seriously. I mean, yeah it was a random sms but, to think that he was actually so thoughtful...
Vikku, I don't know if you're gonna read this, but I just wanna say Thanx for your thought. It meant alot to me... Thanx da! :-)
I've gotta book in by 3pm tomorrow. That same sickening feeling of having to go back to camp creeps in all the time... Sigh...
(P.S: Ash, The Blue Eyes are doing fine! Hehehe! And I've decided they're gonna remain blue! Hahakz!)
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
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