A Brief Update

Hey ppl! It's been some time... I'm not gonna spin stories about being extremely busy to update my blog. I had confidently stated in a previous post that I was only gonna be blogging about happy stuff. To hell with my confidence...

I definitely had my fair share of happy moments, but they were far too trivial (it's what I choose to think...) to be blogged about.

Why I started posting again? I guess, I need a venue to... express pressing issues. Speaking of "Issues"... When do you acertain that ppl have got issues with you? Or, when do you conclude that you have issues with ppl? Me & Issues seem to have some close affinity! I mean, for those kind-hearted souls who have been following my blog for the past couple of years, you'd know exactly what I mean.

I'll face it. How do I address the issues that ppl have with me? Or to start with, how on earth do I solve the issues that I have with myself?? I'm not lying when I say, "I've tried my best". It doesn't work that way. It seriously doesn't. When would the world (Ok... world would be too much of an exaggeration)! When would the "HEART-FULL" souls around me come to understand that my issues will be settled, only when their's with me is???

I've passed the stage of worrying about passing clouds. At this juncture, I'm proud to announce that I classify the majority associated with me as "Passing Clouds". They were never meant to stay, nor meant to be celebrated...

I've mentioned this before... It hurts most, when it's caused by someone close/loved/cherished. I've got a million questions, but none of them have answers to them. How do I stop caring for the one who doesn't care about what happens to me? How do I stop thinking about the one who doesn't give 2 hoods about my existence? How do I stop loving the one who said, "You're Mine", but didn't mean any of it? If your main intention was to hurt... you succeeded. Indifferent A.h.

I'm in no mood for ending salutations...

Thanx for reminding me about my blog Vikku, I owe u one... :-)