hi ppl. how have all of u been doing? hmmz, i learnt many lessons within a short time. someone asked,"to wat extent would you go, if asked to do something for a loved one?". i was tempted to say, "i would give my life", but didn't actually. many of us wouldn't think twice about going all out to see a smile on the face of our loved ones. however, would it be the same case if you weren't loved in the 1st place? tat was the next question tat was put to me. i was thankful i hadn't answered wat i had wanted to say! well, the series of questions tat followed were more answerable(if there's such a word!). i don't really wish to dwell into who was the one who questioned me or wat the other questions were. wat matters most is, we cannot be complacent. we shouldn't take things for granted too. yeah, some of u might already be thinking,"look who's talking!". yes, i've made my fair share of mistakes and had made some wrong choices in life. but it doesn't mean that i cannot change. it takes time to look at things from a different point of view. anyway, there is never a right without a wrong. i've done some wrong, now it's time to search for some right. i'm forever jumping into conclusions and makng hasty decisions. perhaps, if i had thought things through, it would have been much better. whichever idiot said looks mean nothing in this world must have been very good looking! if not, how would he know the suffering of the ones who wouldn't score in the looks department? i have never felt bad about being ugly till recently, when a series of events made me ponder about how i look. things would have been better if i was better looking. no no, it was wrong for me to have wished for something way beyond my range & reach. have said quite a bit, & am not in the mood to say much more. take care ppl.