Hair....

wow... this would be the longest break between my posts. more than a month!! hope u guyz r doing fine... well, how has the year 2005 been for me? many ups.... no, little ups and many downs! it has alwayz been the case anyway. imagine this scenario. you pay $200 bucks to get ur freaking curly hair rebonded... you dun even get to keep it for a full 2 months. and the finale? you cut it short!!! yes, i'm the ass in which it happened to... very lucky yeah.. soo damn angry and sad. i'm 18 for haven's sake, and i dun even have the choice to do what i want to myself. yeah, it happens when u stay wif ur parents. until u r married, you have to listen to them. so what happens to an ass like me who thinks there wouldn't be marriage for me?? listen to them all the way?? for god's sake no!!! singles can only buy a flat after 35. wat's the point? having already lost much freedom. they should change the age requirement to say, 20++. it would really be a boon to many. I would definitely buy one. the money for it??(you noe, they've got loans for everything). here i am, wallowing in self pity about the demise of my beautiful long tresses. i mean, yeah, i do agree that i looked feminine wif tat hair but, i liked it! i was comfortable wif it, tat's wat mattered. but, whoever cares abt wat i like? i've alwayz been forced to do things that pleases others. or in particular, the authoritive figure in my dwelling. i really look soo kuku wif this hair. it's short... real short, u noe.. those school boy kinda looks. but, i guess since i'm gud looking, i'll be able to carry it off... ok ok, i noe u ppl are throwing up on ur monitors already and cursing at me.. hahaz! i'm laughing at my own nonsense.. how pathetic... but making self degratory comments isn't something new to me. i'm a jinx, fatso, pimply-acne face &.... ok, tat's enough for now. too much bad publicity is no gud.. the moral of the story is, i miz my hair. it'll take months to grow back to that length.. till then, i'll just have to wait patiently. sigh...