I'm really not in the mood for salutations to Anyone! Or should I just admit that, I'm not very fine myself to extend that question to anyone? Cheats, Lies, Decept... What else am I supposed to face? It's alright to hate people who are distant to you. But I'm beginning to hate those who're really close to me.(Or at least, those whom I thought to be so...) I'm even including those whom I'm CLOSELY related to/bonded to by blood!!
When you can't even trust those whom you're super close to, that's when insecurities & complexities set in. Relationships, however important they are, all depend on the basic emotion called "trust". When you can't trust the people you love, let alone like, life becomes so meaningless. Why be successful and rich, when you can't even share that sense of happiness or achievement with a Trustworthy soul??
I'm someone who gives superior priority to friendship, having ruined a 3year&4 month relationship just for that once-upon-a-time best fren. I've definitely got the rights to talk about people who call themselves My friends. How many of those whom acknowledge me as one of their "gang" can safely say they've been a TRUE friend to me? I'm including the asses who read posts from my blog & question me about it as if they know everything about me! I'm hinting at no one in particular, but it's just that agitation that no one, not one single ass is truthful to me. I mean, these ass-heads need me to listen to their problems & about whatever that interests them. I've gotta be free for lunch & dinner meetings at the shortest notice. Be it guy frenz or gal frenz, I've gotta put up with the wierd & ridiculous behaviours of their lovers, but that's not the worse yet. My meeting plans with these frenz, or should I say A particular friend, has to be catered to their romantic meeting schedules! Sickening! Do anything, meet or even sleep with anyone for all I care! Just don't ruin the plans I made, or lead me on with false hopes people! Spare me... The least you guyz could do for the "ALL" that i've given you, is just That...
Oh, but I can say one thing in common about ALL these asses who call themselves my frenz. They can hurt me all they want, say the nastiest & most heart-breaking words imaginable, ruin my happiness in the worst possible way, cause me the greatest grievance & last but not least, Shatter my beautiful dream of friendship.... But I'm not even given the right to have the slightest say in anything that concerns them. Not even the slightest rights to say the most trivial opinion or thought. Is this what I get for being a true friend to all, without the slightest pretence? Is this the gift I receive, for being selfless & putting friendship before anything else?
The tears always flow, but there'd never be anyone's fingers to wipe them away....
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