Issues That Matter...

"Hey!" to whoever's reading.... :) It's sunday: that special weekend day where many unwind, half-heartedly though, as the next morning would mean work/sch/attachment or whatever may be! But to me, the end of today would mean not seeing someone for more than 3 weeks. It wouldn't be a matter if it's any other ass, but what if it turns out to be your best fren??? It's really hard when u care for those who don't care about u. It's even harder when u think about people who don't give 2 hoods about u. Imagine showing love, care & compassion to a heartless or non-living thing(or a human being who behaves like one). Can't picture it? I've had that experience. People whom u love the most taking u for granted & hurting your feelings at every opporunity? I've been there too. A person whom u think the world of despising you to no known extent? Have experienced that too. The worse thing is, whoever is concerned just doesn't bother about what's happening. It's easy for u to say "I don't care.." or "I just can't be bothered..", but only I know the hell I'm burning in. The next relationship to motherhood which doesn't expect anything in return, is Friendship. I seriously do believe I've been a good fren to all my frenz. I even feel i was a great bestie. Why is it that every other ass I know treats me much better than you do? I wouldn't be sulking if it was them, much less talk about it, because the majority of them don't matter to me. The main problem is that it's u we're talking about. You know how much I treasure & cherish you. I may not be yours, but you're my Bestie da, Mine... Can't just let a friendship go like that, it might be of no matter nor considerable issue to you, but our friendship means alot to me. Why can't we just be like how we were, instead of letting other asses spoil & break things up? The most sickening irony is that we argue because of others most of the time. The perception problem which u claim I have, is just a plain, utterly redundant excuse for the way you've been treating me da. Cummon... I wouldn't bother about this friendship in the 1st place if I see no point in it. We definitely can make it through da. It's not about proving to those who thought we won't be frenz for long. It's about realising the true worth of our friendship, & proving it to ourselves. I know you hate sentiments, but I just wanna say that, I really love u as my bestie & miz u loadz da... It's really really up to u now da. Take care.