Well, IMH posting was over on fri. It was a day I wished wouldn't come too soon, but, ALL good things come to an end eventually. I stress on the word "ALL"... I had mixed feelings/thoughts when I signed out there for the last time. Never would I be attached there as a student nurse again. There might be chances & opportunities to be there as a Patient or staff, but not as a student. I was someone who was waiting to be over & done with the course, but with time I just wish life as a student would never cease continuation. The advantage of the clinical lecturer to protect you, staff being nice to you, being taught new things. All these just passes as clouds, when you become a staff. Back-stabbing, standing for yourself with no protective guardian like a lecturer. And the only new things you learn are what you find out on your own. Differences as vast as the oceans... But I guess it's part & parcel of life, fate, destiny & anything else along those lines...
I've got mixed feelings about Monday too. Starting 4 weeks of attachment at CGH Ward39. God knows what's in store for me. A particular new addition to the group irks me to no known limits! That annoying size, back-stabbing hypocritical attitude! Hate him to the maximum! I pray, & thinking calmly, God might have a reason for having that ass in our group. Let's just see the game He's planned...
I'm gonna meet my Yerumai(Buffalo) tomorrow, Finally after like 8 weeks! Hopefully, it turns out well. Or should I even care if it turns out bad? Because it's good enough if we get to meet! I just don't want anything to go wrong. Both of us have been through alot emotionally & it's more than just taxing to the heart! The past has been rocky & thorny, it's only fair that the future is a bed of roses...(Maybe blue roses?) Haha!
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