Back After A Break...

HEY PPL! I'm back after a break! Ok I'll cut the crap... My previous post was like weeks ago? Hmmz... Anyways, was really busy with attachment! Night shift rocks! How I wish I would get the chance to do it all over once again... Sighs... Ward 39 is like the best ward I've been in CGH. Great staff, air-conditioned environment, what else can one ask for? It's only till next week, and I can no longer call myself a student. I'm gonna miss school, attachment, friends & etc...

I was super astonished when I read my tagboard. 2 intelligent asses, who apparently know each other I suppose(or maybe not), seem to agree that I'm emo. Or rather, to be precised, of the 2 who named themselves after colours, 1 said I'm like so emo, and the other said I'm so emotional for the slightest things. Well, they're definitely entitled to their own opinions. But, do the 2 intelligent souls actually know me that well enough to conclude stuff for themselves? Even the people who are close to me do not know/understand what's going on with me. I haven't been the sort to disclose every personal nitty gritty detail about my life's happenings to anyone that easily. Given such, would I even type anything I consider personal on my blog??? If you both came to that conclusions you have, based on the pathetic few posts I have written, then you're totally mistaken. For one, I definitely can't be editting my posts to ensure they don't seem emo or too emotional. I don't have the habit of re-reading what I've typed too... But, thanks for the comments though. I'm laughing right now at the irony... because Yellow & Green are 2 of my favourite colours! And 2 ppl who had to say whatever they did, had to choose those colours! LoL!

Note to my Bestie: It's not about the amount of time we both spend with each other that matters in a friendship. What matters most, is knowing that we both care for each other even if we haven't met up for years. That might sound sentimental, but it definitely isn't. You know the hell I'm going through da. You're the only one I chose to confide in. But, where are you at the point of time when you're needed most? Yes, I've got my fair share of brothers and friends to engage in a personal conversation with. But if that is gonna be the case, then why do I have a bestie for? I'm definitey not keen in being your Name-sake Bestie. Definitely not. Get it right. I don't see the need in being a priority in your life. But if I can't even expect care/concern from you, I really see no purpose in forging a lifelong friendship. Despite all the comedies that has happened between us, I still treat you as my bestie da. You know how arrogant and ignorant I can be, and you know how easily I dump people in my life when I deem them unworthy of any associations with me da. But I'm still shamelessly holding on to the friendship when you said you don't see the need to settle the issues between us. We've been through so much together da, but if you're still gonna be so complacent and ignorant...... I haven't forgotten the promises I made to you, it's really up to you now da.

Oh, and I met Darshu peiyi(Ghost) at CGH today! Was so good to see her after many months. Had a meal at LJS then we took a train back home. And she had to say I looked.... (Let's face it Shankar)... FAT! She tried to make up for it that I looked much better looking and cuter but, to no avail. I seriously think it's high time I stop eating too much. But it's gonna be hard, I love food too much to let go. Ah.... It's just size and weight. I've got far more important issues at hand to deal with. Hehehe!

Lastly to Green and Yellow, I'm sorry if I handled your criticisms badly. As much as I do respect your opinions, perhaps you guys should know me really well before forming impressions about me. Take care peeps.