Monday, September 12, 2005

hey ppl... how r u guyz? had a great weekend actually. met up wif wan yee & hidayah @ city hall. we went to suntec city to see some exhibitions. well, of course we did shopping. me being myself, had 2 pairs of sandals to bring home!! hahaz! it's just great to own many pairs of footwear. can't understand why some ppl just hate shopping for shoes... on sun, had maths lesson as usual. went to auncle's place in the evening. it was supposedly a gathering. yeah, those pot-luck kind cos the hosts are too stingy & lazy to prepare food!! if tat's the case, why do u even bother hosting one?? anyway, the food was ok because it was cooked by dif ppl. was speaking to lavan. rarely do u get the chance to speak to ur cousins... seenu(my 4-year-old cousin) noticed my eyes & asked me, "wat muz i do so my eyes will also be purple?". all of us in the room were laughing. he was just soo cute & asked the question soo innocently. i told him that all he should do was just look at things which were purple! hehe! the smart boy knew i was just teasing him though. all of us left together around 9.30pm... had a nice time.
well, was thinking abt my friends...(as usual) we make friends to keep them, in a hope tat they will be there for u when their care & concern is needed. but in my case, everything seems to be terribly wrong. my best fren is always busy wif stuff, & rarely calls me/answers my call. even an sms from him can be considered prized! divan does send emails so often that i can't complain... on the other hand, my other friends just seem to disappear into oblivion! u would hear from them for 2 days, and after tat, they would have forgotten me. of course, i'm not trying to say i'm someone who has to be remembered. the thing is, i'm trying to console myself by saying i made wrong choices. u see, it's easy to blame everyone else. i dun wanna be like tat. i'm always telling myself tat i should exercise caution when befriending new ppl so as to prevent future heartbreaks, but i never seem to be able to do so. it's hard not to trust someone who seems nice on the 1st introduction. well, how am i supposed to know the posers from the gud-natured souls? guess i will never change, so i'll just have to make do with "friends" who are passing clouds... sigh...

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